1 Thessalonians 5 is speaking to my heart this morning. I want so badly to be the person described…
“But let us who live in the light be clearheaded, protected by the armor of faith and Love, and wearing as our helmet the confidence of our salvation.”
“For God chose to save us through our Lord Jesus Christ, not to pour out his anger on us. Christ died for us so that, whether we are dead or alive when he returns, we can live with him forever. So encourage each other and build each other up, just as you are already doing.”
“We urge you to warn those who are lazy. Encourage those who are timid. Take tender care of those who are weak. Be patient with everyone.”
“Always be joyful. Never stop praying. Be thankful in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you who belong to Christ Jesus.”
“God will make this happen, for he who calls you is faithful.”
Enjoy the present moment.
Leave the past behind.
The future isn’t here yet…
It’s all a state-of-mind.
Slowly, but surely, transforming…
That’s what I am choosing to believe.
I am able to give Grace,
Because I’ve been shown it.
I thank God for that.
I haven’t been the person God intended.
I’ve been anxious,
But it’s not over,
The page is turning…
The leaves are changing colors.
The dead is starting to breathe, once again.
Revived by God’s spirit,
Into something strong,
I want to tattoo “undesirable” on my forehead.
But only for this moment.
The permanent mark of it would do no justice.
For I know, that the meaning of the word is only temporary and is not truthful.
But I can’t help but feel this way.
When two insecurities collide, it is a chaotic mess.
Like a hand grenade waiting to explode,
Into broken tears and resentful words…
How do you wipe away the residue of doubt,
When the patterns are cemented and seemingly immovable?